Boy 1 & 2

It's hard to be a girl you have crushes people who like you people you wished liked you and all that kind of stuff. My first crush turned out well but the thing was that it was my moms boyfriends sun and i found out that he liked we ended up hanging out with eachouther at our school fund raiser it was really fun and ha bought me a poster that said always want to be with you it was sweet and a bookmark that said love being with you it was really fun till his mother came and yelled at him for not using his money for food. Later on like A few months later his friend mentioned that I was his boyfriend to someone so I went up and asked him what I'm his what and he told me that my crush considered me as his girlfriend and this was always in elementary school but it was still sweet. He was a little taller then me a year older and a school year older then me it was perfect. He had the perfect name to his name was Tucker and we would write love notes to each other and things like that and after school one day he wrote me a l ether asking if I liked him and I said why do you like me and he said yes so I said yes and well that was the end of that conversation but ya so a year came and went and I found out that my mom and I were going to move back to hawaii and our so called relationship ended rite then and there.My mom and his dad broke up because of his jerk dad and years past and tuckers mom was diagnosed with cancer and so my mom and her became good friends because my mom had cancer twice and survived so she helped her through it and they were talking on the phone one day and tuckers mom said that next time we went over there that there would be a kiss from Tucker waiting from me that's what my mom told me she said so I was like mom why did you tell her about me and Tucker and she said she didn't that tucker I guess told his mom he liked me so I got all happy and that made me feel good about 10 months passed and one day my mom tried to call tuckers mom she didn't call back for a while she called again no answer my mom found out that her friend died that tuckers mom died I hadn't talked to Tucker for about a year and a half and since I left I haven't talked to him so I don't know how he's doing but I hope he's ok because I really did and still do care about him. ElementAry came and went and then middle school a new boy the one i talked about earlier well my friend dated him he is in high school and she is in seventh grade or was and they were ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm not even going to get into that one so there's my boy problems and crushes major ones at least fir when I was younger I still do love you tucker with all my heart and I hope you are doing ok.