Why 4 T L

So let's see this post is about the title. Why it is what it is.Well when I was about 1 I would say my dad left me and my mom the first time of four times. It ended when I was 6 about and then the next thing I knew I was flying to Oregon to see my pregnant step mom my step sister and my dad what a change that was. So since then I would go and see him which brings me to my first flight by myself an official UM. I was so excited to go for the first time by myself I got all dressed up nice and ready to go and we got through security into the gates about to leave and well I was surprised I got on the plane for about 2,3 min. I started to ball I was so scared so I basically blew of my dad because I was scared but o well there's always next time so eventually I got my guts and got on the plane after that it was a pice a cake. Next thing I knew I was at the hospital waiting to here the news of my new little sister. I finally got to go in and see her. When I first looked into her eyes they were so blue it was like a rushing waterfall crisp and fresh. Then I heard her voice the voice of a queen the voice that to me was like a lions roar so loud but yet so beautiful. And that wasn't even half of it her silk smooth skin her big beautiful lips it was probably the most beautiful thing I have and will ever see. So until next time I hope you enjoyed.